I bet that he be actin’ all cocky like, like he deserves you, and you so lucky to be with him. Bet he be treatin’ you rude, always got an attitude, like he’s the only dude made for you.
—Chris brown
One of the only photos of Darcy and I.
And it’s with my two other fave people.
I knewwww
I’d miss the army.
And I do. So much.
Only for the fact that I didn’t hate my job. I didn’t have to deal with all this drama bullshit.
I was so close to God also.
I got baptized and I have never been so strong in my faith as I was when I was there.
I feel like I’ve drifted so far.
I don’t like the church I used to go to and I’m struggling to find the courage to go find another.
It’s true, people have times when they struggle. But I feel so lost.
I think I’m going to go home and read my bible and have a bit of a pray.
Tell me what I’ve done wrong but I’m okayyy. I’m okay.
Fair that you get jealous of the boys that I work with and clients at work.
But when a girl posts on my wall.. Really ?
What the fuck am I meant to do.. What the fuck am I meant to do with you.
You tell me you don’t really wanna come over and then ‘surprise’ me by turning up. Make me buy you dinner an then get mad at me for doing something I wanna do.
I cannot win with you.
Already..
